Barry Space’s blog

You might be wondering now that why am I posting this after a week or so, well that’s because I had to give some exams and that made my mood a little bit low, I liked the way exams were when I was actually a good performer at exams, a guy in 10th grade asked me that why I like exams, told him that I love it when I see others struggling in the exams when I perform better than them, it is good to see yourself being a winner, and others losing continuously. When everyone is struggling not to drown in the ocean, whereas you are sailing in a boat safely, but now a wave has hit me hard. Well, that is exactly what’s happening with me nowadays, Pretty ironic, isn’t it ? When I used to laugh at the people who performed bad, and now I am a bad performer. I think life is trying to teach me something, let’s learn the life’s lesson. Anyways, let’s talk about the topic, making friends, making friends isn’t a big deal, I can make everyone my friend, but making the right ones is the thing, that’s why

This is an incident that happened to me 2 days back, I went to my school, I had to submit my fees, I had a cheque, I first sanitised my hands, the School gatekeeper gave me some drops of it, it was a little bit surprising to see that my school actually spends money on something. Then I rushed to the counter where I found the sports teacher in the role of a receptionist, some more people were there who came to submit their fees along with their parents. I said “sir, give me the form, to submit the fees”   “have you brought a cheque?” “yes sir” “cheque, how much, one lakh ?”, he grinned as if he has cracked a brilliant joke. I wanted to punch him hard in the face, that bastard, he must had realised that they were us, the students, the means of their income, I wanted to give him a savage reply or something like “yeah, you have should take my kidneys also and sell them, if a lakh seems less.” Well, that would have been a good savage reply, but that’s the thing with savage replies, they don

So today was my Maths Viva, and I had planned this day very carefully, you may be thinking that he had planned that viva by studying or something like that, but no. I got up at 5:30 in the morning and was studying chem till a message flashed on my device that The Chem viva is scheduled to be held on Sunday, so I thought leave this Subject, I’ll study for it later, and talking about the maths, I had planned everything, as soon as the clock striked the time - 8:55, I rushed to  my friend’ House, the time for viva to start was 9:10, we checked the internet connection on my friend’ PC, to check if it was ready for the purpose. He made several google searches to check, it was all set. The class started, my teacher took 10 more minutes to do the setup, because of his inexperience in technology. The viva started with my teacher calling the names of Roll no.1 to 4 students. They came, took 10 minutes and then the next group came, 4 more people and on and on, I observed that some of them flippe

Well, we all have some kind of fear, fear of getting scolded, fear of getting punished, fear of height, fear of darkness, fear of spiders, etc. But, I have a different fear - Fear of social interaction Maybe it is because of me being an introvert or my thinking that I might screw up so that will be an awkward moment for me in front of others.  And hold on, there is another fear of mine called- The fear of School, oh I hate school! Probably that’s because of my first fear or my thinking that my classmates will make my fun if I might do something wrong or take a wrong action in front of others. For example, this is what happened to me in my 11th grade, my shoe got immersed into bull shit when we were outside at the ground in games period. I was going to make an animation to elaborate the whole thing, but I didn’t, I realised that it will be enough to make you think that  “this guy is strange, what a weirdo” and “Hahahaha, self burn, those are rare” So, I hope you understand my concern. A

Edit : I downloaded a shady application from the App Store because we don’t have blogger app there, I wrote the blog, added pictures, I was happy and was gonna publish it then as soon as I clicked on post, it said “give me 399 rupees for publishing the post, I was so angry, I exited the app, was going to abuse the developers, but then, I saw that the whole blog is saved by the shady app, so, the developers are safe now. Thanks for reading the edit. An update about the school work, I’m continuing it now, why ? Because yesterday wasn’t the deadline to submit the work, we can still submit it, now at this point, you must be thinking that- - “ this guy’s life revolves around his school homework, Lol XD noob” But yeah, you think right, my life revolves around work and studies, and some other stuff and people, we all do hard work for long term fun, which we will get at the end of our whole hardworking timetable, and that fun, is what everyone wants, everyone is here for happiness, for joy, fo

First of all, I didn’t submit the work today, why ? Because there was just too much work for me, TOO MUCH, I hate school, probably because they perfectly know how to annoy students. And talking about how will I get marks, here is the funny part, when I asked my school friend that what about marks(he also hasn’t submitted the work) he said  - “Ah, choddo yaar, School wale marks toh de hi dengey, jaise 10th class me diya tha” Translation - “Ah, leave it, they will definitely give us marks like they did in 10th class” that again relaxed me a bit, and I also thought that ‘yeah, he’s right, leave it’. And it was a deadline today so no chance of submitting it later. I should have told my friend that this is not class 10, this is 12th class, you moron, but the it would have caused panic in me so........ Anyways, talking of productivity, I did nothing today, I studied literally nothing, to all the readers who are reading me, you can insult me for this, you have the right, because I made you re

 Well, I can’t say what has made me create this blog, perhaps the bad day I had today or the work stress. So yesterday, I got to know that my school wants us (all students) to submit their copies with complete work, that’s why the work stress is killing me and also because it’s 3:57 AM and I’m writing a blog here instead of completing my work, I have to do it, there is no other choice, it relaxes me, when people tell me that they also aren’t gonna submit the work so I think that hell no, why should I only do the work that others are skipping. Anyways, that’s another story how I made this blog, the scene from the social network movie inspired me to do this when I saw zuck write a blog, I thought “yeah, that’s very awesome and very cool” that’s why I made it. And I can call this day a bad day because a lot of bad and horrible things happened today. Firstly, the weather, it was so dull and gloomy today morning (yesterday morning, technically) and I was hella shocked when my best friend to