Barry Space’s blog

Well, we all have some kind of fear, fear of getting scolded, fear of getting punished, fear of height, fear of darkness, fear of spiders, etc. But, I have a different fear - Fear of social interaction Maybe it is because of me being an introvert or my thinking that I might screw up so that will be an awkward moment for me in front of others.  And hold on, there is another fear of mine called- The fear of School, oh I hate school! Probably that’s because of my first fear or my thinking that my classmates will make my fun if I might do something wrong or take a wrong action in front of others. For example, this is what happened to me in my 11th grade, my shoe got immersed into bull shit when we were outside at the ground in games period. I was going to make an animation to elaborate the whole thing, but I didn’t, I realised that it will be enough to make you think that  “this guy is strange, what a weirdo” and “Hahahaha, self burn, those are rare” So, I hope you understand my concern. A

Edit : I downloaded a shady application from the App Store because we don’t have blogger app there, I wrote the blog, added pictures, I was happy and was gonna publish it then as soon as I clicked on post, it said “give me 399 rupees for publishing the post, I was so angry, I exited the app, was going to abuse the developers, but then, I saw that the whole blog is saved by the shady app, so, the developers are safe now. Thanks for reading the edit. An update about the school work, I’m continuing it now, why ? Because yesterday wasn’t the deadline to submit the work, we can still submit it, now at this point, you must be thinking that- - “ this guy’s life revolves around his school homework, Lol XD noob” But yeah, you think right, my life revolves around work and studies, and some other stuff and people, we all do hard work for long term fun, which we will get at the end of our whole hardworking timetable, and that fun, is what everyone wants, everyone is here for happiness, for joy, fo

First of all, I didn’t submit the work today, why ? Because there was just too much work for me, TOO MUCH, I hate school, probably because they perfectly know how to annoy students. And talking about how will I get marks, here is the funny part, when I asked my school friend that what about marks(he also hasn’t submitted the work) he said  - “Ah, choddo yaar, School wale marks toh de hi dengey, jaise 10th class me diya tha” Translation - “Ah, leave it, they will definitely give us marks like they did in 10th class” that again relaxed me a bit, and I also thought that ‘yeah, he’s right, leave it’. And it was a deadline today so no chance of submitting it later. I should have told my friend that this is not class 10, this is 12th class, you moron, but the it would have caused panic in me so........ Anyways, talking of productivity, I did nothing today, I studied literally nothing, to all the readers who are reading me, you can insult me for this, you have the right, because I made you re

 Well, I can’t say what has made me create this blog, perhaps the bad day I had today or the work stress. So yesterday, I got to know that my school wants us (all students) to submit their copies with complete work, that’s why the work stress is killing me and also because it’s 3:57 AM and I’m writing a blog here instead of completing my work, I have to do it, there is no other choice, it relaxes me, when people tell me that they also aren’t gonna submit the work so I think that hell no, why should I only do the work that others are skipping. Anyways, that’s another story how I made this blog, the scene from the social network movie inspired me to do this when I saw zuck write a blog, I thought “yeah, that’s very awesome and very cool” that’s why I made it. And I can call this day a bad day because a lot of bad and horrible things happened today. Firstly, the weather, it was so dull and gloomy today morning (yesterday morning, technically) and I was hella shocked when my best friend to